I know, I'm messed up in the head.
I constantly think of ways I could be dead.
Its nothing I can control no matter how I try,
I'm always wishing I would die.
Nothing makes sense whenever I think,
All my depression does is bring me to the brink.
But I heard depression is genetic,
You can get it from your parents now isn't that pathetic.
I never got a chance to be like the other kids and play,
I've had to take medication every single day.
The more I take it seems like nothing will ever be right,
I still cry myself to sleep at night.
Dreaming of many ways I could possibly die,
Its been happening for years and I want to know why.....
I'm messed up in the head.
I was born wishing I was dead.